Training the cuck to let go

Is it possible to believe that in the span of 5 months I have gone from having a 10 text discussion (With Mr. J) about going for coffee with a bull (and check-ins) to going away for an entire weekend to a remote location with no cell service?

Let’s review the evolution of this journey thus far…

March – start talking with bull via text

March (middle) – go for dinner, decide to see if this works…..lots of messaging back and forth

End of March – First sexual encounter together (at my house, cuckold present in various ways)

April – more dates, 1-2 times a week, some at our house, some at his house, always a text check-in when at his house

May – all dates at his house, check-ins less frequent, frequency of 1-2 times a week except for some time away on a vacation, cuck at this point still involved in setting dates

June – no longer checking in, cuck not involved at all in setting up dates

July – we move again…8 houses down from our last place….bull helps….as a thank you, Mr. J “gifts” a sleep over.  Ultimate giving up of control for him.  Sleep over involved a lot of dancing….some alcohol….and a really fun late night

Mid July – 2 night get away in a remote location, no cell service.  Despite the fact we (bull and I) did some work while away, I enjoyed being “unplugged” and inaccessible to the outside world (ok….so maybe I did send Mr. J one email, mostly to make sure our old dog was still alive, thank you Star Link)

I am pleasantly surprised how Mr. J has let go of previously held notions of how this process would go and has allowed me the freedom to do anything that makes me happy.  I know I am saying “allowed” as if his permission was needed, which it isn’t, but as a couple these are important decisions to make together.  I hear rumor that other men couldn’t do what he does, and I imagine this is true, so I am keenly aware of how special our relationship is and how he values my happiness and my need to explore new territory.  I wonder what comes next?